2014...

It's the time of the year again. Almost end of year already. And this is the time when i started panicking over homeschool matters. Thinking what the heck we did this whole year???? 

Oh well... I will never feel satisfied. I will always have this tiny voice inside my head telling me "You did not do enough! You failed as a teacher! You failed as a mother! Every other kids is better than yours because their mother teach them well ( or actually sent them to school)." OMG! What have i done????

I remember feeling so stressed up and so tired running here and there the whole year, going to extra classes, co-ops, playgroups, educational trips and what not but.... why can't i remember actually teaching her something or anything in that matter??? 

Come to think about it, it seems like i did not do anything at all! But i swear i am tired! Sigh... Then i heard the tiny voice again, it says, "Poor Mia, she's so smart but you ruined everything for her. You should've send her to school you silly!" 

Gosh! Can u just stop the whispering already??? Arghhhhh!!! 

The truth is i don't know what I'm doing but it's OK! We can manage... Insyaallah ;) 

Now, let's gear up for next year's homeschool activities! And let's pray for the best! Ameen...